We're All Mad Here...

all you need is love

Posted by Rebekah , Sunday, February 22, 2009 8:24 PM

Josh's sermon tonight was about Love and what it really is.
And while I was sitting there listening to him talking, and the points he was bringing up, some I was totally agreeing with, and some, maybe not so much, I started thinking about the way that I love.
My mom always says that I'm the really sensitive one. And it's true, I'm really sensitive, inside and out. I feel so much emotion sometimes that it's too much, and I have to push it away, and that's when I feel numb. My emotions take up a lot of my life, and that's why, I think, I get depressed so much, because when I'm sad, it's so strong that it's hard to move sometimes.
And my love, sometimes can take over. My love-related emotions within me often boil over and it hurts sometimes. Just thinking about how much I care for someone can bring me to tears sometimes.

This all sounds kinda... odd.
This is how I feel.
My... spirit and its emotions...
I don't know, but sometimes, I don't feel connected to my body because of this. And I need to do something to bring me back to earth, back to my body. So I pinch myself or I hug someone, or something similar.

Oh... ramble ramble ramble...