aimless
Posted by Rebekah , Monday, September 27, 2010 7:59 PM
Something about today made me stop and look around.
Nothing about it was out of the ordinary and none of it was particularly exciting or fun.
Just... noticeable.
I stopped and looked around and took a deep breath. Then went back to work.
Well, I sort of went to work.
I was at my job today. Then I came home and slept. I had been existing on 3 hours of sleep. But I just didn't wake up until 5. That's not ok.
Seeing as how I have a past due paper that MUST be in tomorrow by 5. Along with the need to write 25 things about Richard III.
And on top of all of this, with the worst timing, is a writer's block.
And on top of all of this, with the worst timing, is a writer's block.
The Bane of My Existence is back and sitting comfortably on my right shoulder.
Because that's where he always sits. Sitting on my shoulder, holding my hand back from writing. Nothing of any worth comes forth. Nothing that I can use or like.
My words are failing on their way out. They get lost in transit.
I have nothing to say.
Nothing to contribute.
I am worthless without my words.
At least I feel that way.

