We're All Mad Here...

ho-hum

Posted by Rebekah , Friday, April 17, 2009 10:41 PM

So there's this prayer workshop that I forgot about was going on. I can still go to some of it, if I'm not lazy. It's at 9:30 this morning. Less than 8 hours away. And then I'd have the rest of the day to work on some school work, like the epic paper I have due on Wednesday.

Do I need a prayer workshop? I know I need You, but will this help? Or should I just sleep.

My life is the same every day.
Boring routine is eating into my brain. I can't contain my disdain at the hum-drum of it all. It's driving what's left of my sanity away.
It's too the point that when I step into the shower, I'm instantly bored and wish I'd just left my brain in my dreams. They're far more interesting.
Like the one I had the other night. I can't remember all that happened, but it watched like a really good movie. The type with action and adventure and romance and comedy. The best kind.

When you'd rather stay asleep than face your life, it's time to do some reassessing.

I'm lonely on top of it all.
Bored and lonely, and the bottle of whiskey downstairs is looking mightily tempting.
Good thing I'm scared to death of becoming an alcoholic. Otherwise the bottle would be half empty by now. But maybe not. Maybe I'm just saying that because it seems like a normal thing to resort to. "damn, life sucks, better drink" Right? That's the normal procession of things in America, isn't it? If all else fails, turn to booze or drugs or sex. It will make it better for a while so you can get some sleep.

There should be a remote for life.
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